dissociative identity disorder
Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is a trauma disorder wherein the brain adapts to insurmountable trauma by creative means and compartmentalizes the identity of a body as a survival technique.
DID is meant to go unnoticed, so most systems and people around them remain unaware. Covert systems tend to dress/behave the same and mask mannerisms; overt systems express themselves more noticeably.
I’m a dissociative identity disorder (DID) system who’s tired of living covertly. We are learning to be an overt system in order to heal and practice functional multiplicity. Individually, my pronouns are she/her; collectively, we are they/them.
I want to normalize chatter about multiplicity, living life as a system, and increase awareness about the disorder mistakenly referred to as multiple personality disorder or “split personality”. In 1994, psychologists concluded DID, and other dissociative disorders, is a trauma-related disorder and not personality-related — so let’s cut the crap already.
The Darling System is a system of 14, most dormant.
This blog is but a window into our life.

Dissociative splitting in dissociative identity disorder
6 February 2023
All roads lead to Autistic Jane
26 September 2022
What is a caretaker alter in a DID system?
23 September 2022
If you came over right now…
14 September 2022
5 reasons why I changed my blog name…again. 🫣
6 September 2022
autnotes 005: rebrand, vitamin deficiencies, deadname
8 August 2022
autnotes 003: literal 💩💀
18 July 2022
autnotes 002: (un)masked
16 July 2022
Do alters in a DID system recognize the body’s parents as the their parents?
15 July 2022
I feel like I’m faking my dissociative identity disorder diagnosis.
10 July 2022
Lies I’ve told as a blogger
25 April 2022
Personal blogging dilemma: Your blog is your resume, unless you blog too personally.
6 April 2022
Writing about my neurodivergence
1 April 2022
Autism + Hyperlexia: I learned to read in kindergarten and excelled at maths.
12 March 2022