If you are going to be rude to me, then I am not going to help you. At all.

It’s funny when someone asks for – or says they need – help, and then they treat whomever offered to help them down. Isn’t that like they’re saying (or acting) as if you’re not adequate help for them? Or maybe I made them mad earlier because I wouldn’t let them do something, and now that I have been turned down for help, I am needed once again. Why? Because I am the best candidate for the position: Math Homework.

I went walking with Pat and Carrie earlier today. It was really nice. I enjoyed it until Pat suddenly grew angry with me because I wouldn’t call our mom and ask her if he could go to Mimi’s. What is the point in wasting my minutes/energy/time to do something when I already know what the answer is going to be? He walked behind me after that. He is quite stubborn. More stubborn than anyone else I know. And I’m stubborn, too. That’s saying a lot.

I’m exhausted, though. My allergies are so killer right now. I think I am going to go to bed early tonight. Last night from 6 to 11:51 I was helping Isaac with his homework. Did you notice my previous update’s shortness? That was a draft I had written a while back. Perhaps even a month ago. I just couldn’t let myself fail this BEDS meme so quickly – especially since I was so excited about starting it. I already sort of feel as though my life’s failure. If I fail this meme, how am I going to be able to do anything else long term?

I have decided to try monthly goals again. #babysteps, though – I first need to finish this.

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Are you okay? Given this post, I assume you’ve not been affected by the fires.

Regarding being stubborn, I suffer from the same affliction:~)

I hope you can keep up the BEDS thing! I know what it feels like to set a goal but part way through not really care to much anymore… I always need to prove to myself i can stick with something for longer then the phase of liking it lasts.

Thanks. I #failed BEDS. Whoops. LOL. 😛

No, I do not have asperges syndrome, just severe social anxiety. I was tested for AS when I was younger but the results were negative. I actually have good communication skills, however I am too anxious to actually share my thoughts with others vocally.

I’m sorry your allergies are so bad right now! Luckily, I don’t have allergies. It seems like EVERYONE else does, though. I’m just allergic to weird things, like food coloring. XD

It is frustrating to be taken advantage. Good for you for standing your ground though! I am sure you are going to succeed with the BEDS. I wish I was able to do something like that! 🙂